Surprisingly, i dreamt of him. Yes, after like about.. a year after our breakup, i dreamt about him. Weird as it sounds, in my dream, he still likes me. And deep down in my heart, somehow i still do like him, only that i refused to admit it because he did ungrateful things to me. Haha, what can i conclude? Do i really still carry that tiny tinge of hope that he still likes me? Or do i just want to relish the feeling of falling in love all over again? Seriously, i do not know. But i can say that i certainly do not give a fucking damn whether he still likes me or not. Cos i will not tolerate myself to love a person who did ungrateful things to me, and refusing to admit his mistake. This, is the one and only thing i cannot tolerate in a guy. I mean, c'mon if you have the guts to do it, have the balls to admit your goddamn bloody mistake. But anyway, all i can remember at the last, was that i hugged him back and forgived him. Lol wtf is this.
Actually, after this dream, i thought to myself, maybe its really time to let it go. I mean, my hatred for him, not love. Well, i really do not know man. Ok, i don't wanna talk abt this anymore.
I had steamboat for dinner just now! It was heavenly!!!!!!! My parents (finally) bought the pot which has 2 soup bases! And, my mom cooked the laksa base! (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y) Omg, everybody savored it like hell. The laksa base was almost finishing whereas the chicken base.. there is still plenty left. Maybe next time that 2 bitches can come over for another steamboat dinner/supper again! We should really play mahjong too, lol. Oh and, my parents bought live prawns! Too bad only half kg. But it's really gooooooooood. I enjoyed it even more than the one during cny. Ok maybe because there isn't any laksa base cos laksa is really appetizing ;)
You know, i should really change my body clock! There are so many tiny pimples at my forehead now! :< Damn sad can! Does drinking plenty of water improve my skin too? I think so right? Ok i should start drinking plenty of water too!
Ugh, i need to go for a shopping trip soon! Someone accompany me? I think i should just pull Angela to go with me :D
Currently chatting with the 2 lovely bitches. Wyelin is tempted by the steamboat, lol.
Update more tmr!
(Edit)
Bro is at my room now, gonna sleep at my room cos i on the aircon. His aircon spoilt, thus the decision. Sigh i'm such a good sister. Muahahaha.
2PM is really fucked now. Seriously all the members are so selfish, go die, including jyp.
Alright, time to sleep! It's already 5 now! To think i just wrote above that i want to sleep early.
Sunday, February 28, 2010, 2:06 AM
: Tonight - Jay Sean
: Happy