Sigh, idk whats wrong with me today. I keep thinking back the old times, my past r/s. I came across this blog, and the girl is able to forgive her ex so easily. It didn't matter who initiated the break, as they were once happy during the r/s. And yet, I can't. I seem to live in hatred whenever someone mentions his name or whenever he contacts me. Or maybe, my r/s just differs greatly from hers which is why I couldn't bring myself to forgive him that easily?
Sometimes, i wonder, "Why am I still so pissed with him? Does it even matter till now?" I even told myself to forget about it and just remain as friends. But.. whenever i thought what he did, the hatred is back again. Its so ironic isn't it? We were once so deeply in love and now it turns out like this. Sigh, i think the problem simply lies with him. If he were to tell me the truth, I will not be like this. We could have just remained as friends. Isn't it?
Anyway, the school is seriously pissing me off. I did not receive the new schedule again! What the fuck is their problem? How could they leave my email out?! I emailed the school to tell them about this. I hope they better email me the next time round if not.. I will fuck the school upside down. No, okay i'm just kidding.
There's gonna be a buffet tmr at my house! I can't wait! No, not because of the family gathering but the food! Muahaha, yes i'm a big fat pig.
I think I need to go rent some books again. I NEED SOMETHING TO READ, IF NOT I WILL DIE OF BOREDOM. You know, people say that to improve your english, you should read more books/newspaper. How come my english doesn't improve?!?!!! This time round, if my english were to deprove, I will be damn depressed.
Ugh, internet life is so boring. I should watch V.D! Have been missing out alot manz.
Saturday, February 20, 2010, 10:40 PM
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